Sunday, February 01, 2004

Life is sooo confusing. I really don't have much more to say on the subject. We had two snow days last week from the snowstorm, which was cool and all, but it only helped me to become more of a procrastinator. I honestly don't know how in the world I'm going to pass physics this semester. The rest of my classes I feel confident in, I feel like I can honestly kick butt if and get the grades I need. But physics, ah! I swear I hate the book, I hate the prof, and I dread sitting through it, for all of it's hour and 15 minutes. Talk about a slump.
Then yeah, so boys are stupid. That's all I have to say there.
So I was brave today and actually took the courage in my soul and put it to good use. That, in my opinion was a great way to start February. The problem with January was that it was just a complete, topsy turvy upside down kind of month. It was all about mistakes, poor assumptions, and soaring on expectation only to come to the ground with a very painful thud. It left me a bit cynical, which I am not happy about. I just want to be happy, and have a positive outlook, no matter how things turn out in the end. We'll see, won't we? My prayer for February is that I take care of myself and value my thoughts, feelings and opinions, regardless of what or who it is that keeps trying to pull me back.