Wednesday, June 11, 2003

So life is funny, right when you think you have left things in the past, and you can finally move on, your own stupid actions come back to haunt you. I'm tired of certain things. I put this silly little transgresssion of mine in the past, paid for it a million times over, repented, and learned from it. So why is it coming back again and again? If I told someone of the story, they'd probably laugh over how childish it is, and I thought that I myself would laugh over it in time. But now it just seems all serious again, and I just feel like someone or something I'm not. Why is life so confusing? Maybe I still have something more to learn from it. I always say God won't give you any more than you can handle in one day, but sometimes I have to wonder about that.